My exhusband didn’t like receiving sexy photos. I tried once after I got my iPhone and he never responded. When he got home, he told me it’d made him anxious and that he didn’t like it. I never did it again.
I also never saw myself as sexy through his eyes. How could I? He wasn’t verbose and he wasn’t open with his feelings. He would get angry at me when I’d get down on myself and say, “How can I find you sexy or attractive when you’re attacking yourself like this? I find confidence sexy.”
My self-esteem slowly eroded to nothing as the snake ate its tail.
When we decided to separate and I began dating again it was like a whole new world. After 7 years of little to no feedback about my body I was suddenly dancing through hordes of hungry, appreciative men. Their eyes, mouths, hands…
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